When I try to gather my thoughts every night, I feel that I am a total loser who looses most of my daily battles.
Loose my patience, Loose my love, Loose my trust, Loose my direction, Loose my forgiveness heart, Loose my temper and Loose my joy...
Sometimes, I feel this job is not that worthy for me to loose so much. On the other hand, this job leads me to see how weak am I and how handicap am I...I try to use my strength to conquer everything that I am facing but the outcomes are different than what I expect.
Deep within me...I know that I have to wake up and bring out the better of me to fight back. I also understand this is not a one man battle...I need help.
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